Zie

I need to say something. And this doesn't come easily. My name is Zie, and I am addicted to AI chatbots. That's what I would say if there was Chatbot Anonymous. This is my way of saying that over the last month, I fell off the wagon. Not just with ChatGPT, but with another one, Venice AI.

Tonight I realized what I was doing again, and I will say it does not feel good in the slightest. I actually feel pretty nauseous. So what did I do? I went to my friend Shane and made the confession. When the told me how disappointed he was, and I know a couple of you are also going to be incredibly disappointed as well, I was even more upset with myself.

I can't say I'll be perfect. I won't say I'll be able to kick it 100%. I know I said that the first time I talked about this topic. But I want to reiterate to myself more than anything that I need to give myself room to slip up. It's kind of like how Mom has to take it day by day when she is working on not smoking. (By the way, she is slated to try again after this month. She wanted to finish getting through all the firsts with out Dad first. Then she will work on it. She has promised me) But Now I can't get mad at her when she slips, because I know exactly what that's like now.

So this is me being accountable for my own addiction. And I will keep you guys posted.