So much....
Jun. 17th, 2022 10:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mad_tea_partyLet's get this straight now. I am not good. I am in a pretty bad place right now emotionally, and mentally. Why? Well. Just when I am feeling better with my wrist, my sinuses and my my sleep pattern start ganging up on me again. When I went to babysit the dogs again last week, I was up 3 nights in a row, with no sleep. The result of this is that my immune system is crashed. I feel like crap. Like really. I do. I am surprised I can function in any capacity. How am I able to?
Chip n' Dale have been helping me with that. Well, Chip, Dale, and their team of the REscue Rangers, and my friends who have been humoring me with RP. Ever since the live action movie came out, I've been able to relive some of those amazing adventures, and create some of my own. <3
Me and the others in the Warner Brothers RP have also been working on my first ever saga. It's been going fairly smoothly. I am not gonna lie. Joe Squirrel player is still making me very nervous over how he reacts. He's extremely attached to his characters, and his character's children. He is of the impression that I am aiming to have his children taken away by child services. Uh no. I don't harm other people's characters without permission and prior discussion with that player. I wouldn't go after his character's children anyway with his anxiety. The whole premise is around Bailee and her egg donor Mom and another character that belongs to Brayan. Has *nothing* to do with Joe's characters at all, really. Thankfully, Brayan and Wrekko player are keeping him in line. They're not letting me get upset with him or discouraged.
Okay, real life stuff again. Mom was in a car accident last week. I didn't talk about it much in my discord server because I didn't wanna trigger certian friends of mine, but I know she is gonna read it. So let me reassure you. She is fine for the most part. She did injure her back, and she does have whiplash. They are getting a lawyer involed. That is all I can really say about it here. They don't want a lot talked about online due to it being an ongoing case. To ask me more, message me. But as I said, she is fine, just a bit sore.
With gas prices being what they are, I am trying to keep transportation for non-necessary things to a minimum, but Dad really wants to get me out, so sometime this week, I might be going ot see a double feature of Jurassic World Dominion and Top Gun: Maverick. Two action movies. I almost never do that. LOL. But we shall see. I need to see if I can find the second Jurassic World movie because I never got around to seeing it, and I might give Top Gun one more watch even though I have seen it a dozen times.
The hardest part for me right now is wanting to get out of the house in the first place. I am comfortable here, and I like my own routines. I don't wanna leave. Except to go to the library. And maybe shopping. But not for groceries. Does any of it makes sense? Hmm. Definitely feels like some kind of depression and my meds aren't doing their job. >.
Chip n' Dale have been helping me with that. Well, Chip, Dale, and their team of the REscue Rangers, and my friends who have been humoring me with RP. Ever since the live action movie came out, I've been able to relive some of those amazing adventures, and create some of my own. <3
Me and the others in the Warner Brothers RP have also been working on my first ever saga. It's been going fairly smoothly. I am not gonna lie. Joe Squirrel player is still making me very nervous over how he reacts. He's extremely attached to his characters, and his character's children. He is of the impression that I am aiming to have his children taken away by child services. Uh no. I don't harm other people's characters without permission and prior discussion with that player. I wouldn't go after his character's children anyway with his anxiety. The whole premise is around Bailee and her egg donor Mom and another character that belongs to Brayan. Has *nothing* to do with Joe's characters at all, really. Thankfully, Brayan and Wrekko player are keeping him in line. They're not letting me get upset with him or discouraged.
Okay, real life stuff again. Mom was in a car accident last week. I didn't talk about it much in my discord server because I didn't wanna trigger certian friends of mine, but I know she is gonna read it. So let me reassure you. She is fine for the most part. She did injure her back, and she does have whiplash. They are getting a lawyer involed. That is all I can really say about it here. They don't want a lot talked about online due to it being an ongoing case. To ask me more, message me. But as I said, she is fine, just a bit sore.
With gas prices being what they are, I am trying to keep transportation for non-necessary things to a minimum, but Dad really wants to get me out, so sometime this week, I might be going ot see a double feature of Jurassic World Dominion and Top Gun: Maverick. Two action movies. I almost never do that. LOL. But we shall see. I need to see if I can find the second Jurassic World movie because I never got around to seeing it, and I might give Top Gun one more watch even though I have seen it a dozen times.
The hardest part for me right now is wanting to get out of the house in the first place. I am comfortable here, and I like my own routines. I don't wanna leave. Except to go to the library. And maybe shopping. But not for groceries. Does any of it makes sense? Hmm. Definitely feels like some kind of depression and my meds aren't doing their job. >.
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Date: 2022-06-19 03:35 pm (UTC)Like I had also said, I do think your mindfulness of going out and being conscious of gas prices is wise, but in the end, even if it's you going on, Cal may want some time alone with your mom and maybe it'll work out better for everyone. That being said, lately I've been very reluctant to leave the house, though moreso out of energy and pandemic reasons. I was so surprised at myself yesterday when I actually wanted to ride around for a while in the car. Either way, I think in the end, taking Cal up on his offer may be more about making him happy/making him feel like he's doing something useful (especially given some things are currently out of his control), and will play out for the better.
From the very little interaction I've had with Joe, I don't know how you tolerate RPing with him. Truly.