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Feb. 1st, 2017 10:14 amI really should come up with more creative titles for my journal entries, but eh. Last night was my birthday Bingo Night with Mom. That was a lot of fun, but I will say the place was crowded as all get out, and there was so much coughing going on, I felt like I was in a hospital instead of a Bingo Hall.
Per usual, Mom won at the beginning of the night, while I got close all night and won nothing. :( But it was still nice to get out and away from Dadddy for a few hours. I told Mom we need to do something once a month and that's that. She agreed with me.
The only problem I had last night was that my pain flared up really bad towards the end of the evening. I took two advil to combat it until I could get home to my CP medicine. I hate getting older. I think that's what's happening here. As I get older, more symptoms are going to crop up.
Ordered my game today when I woke up, and I was surprised to see that I got free One Day shipping! Which means it will be in my hands tomorrow. :) What game, you ask? I got Super Mario Maker 3DS. This way I can play on the go, and redesign the course on my Wii U when I get home. Think of it as a game designer notebook edition. That's what I decided to do. Next month I plan to get Fire Emblem Awakening just because I've heard that it is the easiest of FE games to play as a beginner.
I've been listening to a lot of Icon for Hire lately, and I gotta say, I feel like their latest CD, "You Can't Kill Us" has really been speaking to me. Ariel, the lead singer seems to have a lot of experience with mental illness, and when she talks about it in her music, I understand what she's saying, and I relate to it well.
One of my favorite songs on the new CD is "Demons" which deals with fighting through your mental illness. I would love to fight more and get past my anxiety. But I don't know if that will ever be possible. Even sometimes going to Coloring Club, a place I normally feel safe, can agitate my anxiety. Especially when it gets loud. But when I'm listening to that song, it makes me want to try harder, and so I keep going, whether I Feel like it or not.
Except for today. My pain is so amped up, I am skipping Bunco. Actually, I'm feeling light headed right now from the Baclofen and Gabapentin combination. So I'm going to end this here and hopefully lay down, but things are tense in the house right now for reasons I can't get into. (No it has nothing to do with me, it's just between my parents). I'll probably set up my 2 screens on Netflix then go finish Season 1 of The Magicians. :) Q always makes me feel better.
Per usual, Mom won at the beginning of the night, while I got close all night and won nothing. :( But it was still nice to get out and away from Dadddy for a few hours. I told Mom we need to do something once a month and that's that. She agreed with me.
The only problem I had last night was that my pain flared up really bad towards the end of the evening. I took two advil to combat it until I could get home to my CP medicine. I hate getting older. I think that's what's happening here. As I get older, more symptoms are going to crop up.
Ordered my game today when I woke up, and I was surprised to see that I got free One Day shipping! Which means it will be in my hands tomorrow. :) What game, you ask? I got Super Mario Maker 3DS. This way I can play on the go, and redesign the course on my Wii U when I get home. Think of it as a game designer notebook edition. That's what I decided to do. Next month I plan to get Fire Emblem Awakening just because I've heard that it is the easiest of FE games to play as a beginner.
I've been listening to a lot of Icon for Hire lately, and I gotta say, I feel like their latest CD, "You Can't Kill Us" has really been speaking to me. Ariel, the lead singer seems to have a lot of experience with mental illness, and when she talks about it in her music, I understand what she's saying, and I relate to it well.
One of my favorite songs on the new CD is "Demons" which deals with fighting through your mental illness. I would love to fight more and get past my anxiety. But I don't know if that will ever be possible. Even sometimes going to Coloring Club, a place I normally feel safe, can agitate my anxiety. Especially when it gets loud. But when I'm listening to that song, it makes me want to try harder, and so I keep going, whether I Feel like it or not.
Except for today. My pain is so amped up, I am skipping Bunco. Actually, I'm feeling light headed right now from the Baclofen and Gabapentin combination. So I'm going to end this here and hopefully lay down, but things are tense in the house right now for reasons I can't get into. (No it has nothing to do with me, it's just between my parents). I'll probably set up my 2 screens on Netflix then go finish Season 1 of The Magicians. :) Q always makes me feel better.
