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I've been doing a lot of writing in here, and i guess that's a good thing. I have a lot of things to say about a lot of different things and while I prefer my physical journal for most of it, sometimes I like the feel of the keys under my fingers, too.

Here's what's been on my mind today. Insane Journal is doing it's big purge this weekend. I'm sad, but happy about it, too. It is giving me a chance to see what muses are still active and which are not. It's also a good reminder in general of who I used to play since I've "archived" so many of my characters over the years. I saved quite a few of them, and let a few go. That's just how it has to be since the muse has either gone quiet or is just not there anymore. I don't believe in muses "dying". I believe in them going dormant or leaving all together. Which has happened to me rarely. My muses are my best friends outside of my irl/real friends. Okay, to me they're just as real so I try not to say it that way often, but sometimes that's the best way for me to describe it.

Oddly enough, I got my Damon Salvatore muse back. And he's been furious with me for the last few days. Something about, you gave up on us, and how could you?! Well, technically, I couldn't handle the show anymore. It just got stupid! It wasn't that I didn't still love Damon and Stefan, but I couldn't deal with the show anymore.

I haven't done any active writing lately, and the author side of me feels pretty damn guilty about it. I can't really help it though since I haven't been feeling well. Instead I've just been doing low stress things such as coloring, RPing, and reading. Talking to Anthony, too, when he replies. >.< I get anxious when he doesn't reply to me all day. I hope he's just talking to Rico or doing homework.

Recently, I'd been playing Super Mario Maker 3DS, and Wii U versions because I missed creating and playing my friends' courses.

Took a break today to do some much needed and desired reading. I am halfway through Carve the Mark by Veronica Roth, and almost halfway through my reread of Divergent by the same author. Now I have a reason to buy Four next month because I need complete my Divergent collection. (Four, Allegiant the DVD and Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them next month). Oh and SHadowhunters Season 2, before my muses bite my head off. LOL.

Currently charging my Nook for reading of The Magicians and the sample of The Circle that I got because that movie trailer really intrigued me.